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Best proposal ever!!!!!!!!!!!!

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(dVERSE) Crowded Minds

Chivalry in the form of silence Sought out to find the thief The valiant soul throws me into violence He who holds the key to diminishing my grief Steps forth and through me becomes obsolete Whimsical threads spread thin across your mind Archaic beliefs plummeting scrimmaging to find Like drones we seek forgiveness it basks in our crime Shake the salt shaker pour it on the wound Jump back down to earth and desert the crimson moon He who plays with fire will indeed get a burn Just wait quietly it will be karma's turn Chiming and churning skin toiled and true The wickedest of the wicked will come for you Costume your mind,comfort yourself Put all your secrets on the dusty top shelf The higher the better The better the higher I am your servant my vicious squire Battle like a Cracken in this broken world so vile Take control, release your inner beast As one in vision, in love we will feast Turn your ear from the words of popularity Reach w

A friend who sparked a thought...

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So this just got posted by a male friend of mine on facebook...what a debate...but sparked a fire in everyone!Love it! i DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY!i HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING THIS TOPIC FOR A WHILE NOW...i HAVE CONCLUDED MEN ARE JUST BOYS IN GROWN UP BODIES...i DON'T MEAN ANY DISRESPECT BY SAYING THIS EITHER...MEN REALLY DO PERCEIVE THINGS SO DIFFERENT THEN W OMEN.IF WE CAN JUST ACCEPT THE DIFFERENCE AND THAT IT'S OK THEN A RELATIONSHIP HAS A CHANCE.WOMEN LIKE TO TALK...MEN LIKE TO SAY AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE...WOMEN ARE FIXERS...MEN ARE FORGETTERS...WOMEN THINK OF MARRIAGE ...MEN THINK OF BEER...KIDDING. IN ALL SERIOUSNESS IT REALLY IS SO COMICLE...READ SOME ARTICLES ONLINE ABOUT THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE SEXES YOU WILL BE AMAZED HOW ACCURATE IT REALLY IS!  P eople sometimes forget the fact that our brains are very different. It really is all about educating yourself. Just like children don't come with a manual...neither do we. women,I will admit in my opinion

10 minute write

First thing on my mind...Love. I guess because I'm in it as we speak. It has been probably the most wonderful,chaotic,thing I have ever experienced. I am no longer a teenager...I am a 36 year old recycled teenager. I hate that I have to tick off the next box in the age category for surveys! So as an adult who has already been a party to a young marriage that ended in divorce...I have let's say "some experience". I have only had one other relationship besides my ex husband which lasted about 2 years. It was a nightmare and it ended and I am happy about that.  I never thought I would allow another man into my life in the way of love.It hurt too much. I decided to ward off men until...well until it was too late. I lasted over a year of being a single mother and dating somewhat.I always knew the few I dated never meant anything because I created a wall to protect myself then it happened. I met him...the one guy I had been constantly telling myself to avoid. He took me

Free Write Friday (Journey)

At moments I remember what it was like.Viewing the world...living in the world as a child. Waking up and the biggest decision was what kind of cereal to have for breakfast. Watching the stars now is a second of time that I struggle to find in this sometimes chaotic place I call my life. My mind often bound down with hints of fury, frustration and excitement. I often rewind to my inner child just to breathe a little. I look around me some days motivated to seek out this "old" life. the one i used to know. Happiness has no boundaries or limitations unless we ourselves create them. I challenge myself and my children every single day to make sure we don't lose sight of our purpose. My purpose after much pondering brought my thinking brain to the not surprising conclusion that my one and only purpose is simple. It is for me...just to be. Be the best mother,sister,daughter,friend,soul mate & human that I can possibly be. I am not perfect...my body is not perfect...nothin

Eternity

I want to know what tomorrow will bring I need all the answers now For if I jump in with both feet I'm bound to drown in the deep I burrow within not wanting to hurt I start to run scared at the first sign of hope Why do I tremble at the thought of an end Why can't I swallow before I descend Why can't I welcome the love of a friend When you're heart has been torn out Your soul burnt up in smoke There's nowhere left to go I lie here frigid and broke Follow me my hero never let me go Lift me up and wrap me up long before you know Lead me not into temptation Just paint this whole damned nation Bearing myself to love is nothing that I need For only desperation and fear begin to feed Leave me in my blanket Covered and safe and warm Only wishing for true happiness Eternity forever swarms

(100 Word Song Lacuna Coil- Within Me)

A river of darkness Ocean with no soul Earth that's all crowded Death as it's only goal Deep within,sadness echos loud It's message bitter, out in a crowd It's voice is valiant and clear and rude No tears for the angry it's violent and crude Take no prisoners on this quest For carbon copies will do their best Words often misconstrued and bleeding Take your last breath for this world is feeding Feasting on the cruelness breeding within Luring the darkest secrets,let's begin Take a bow as the dungeon star For on this stage you will go far

(Dverse-open link night Caught)

Moments of madness caught in time Capturing a thought or feeling that was mine Holding a second of love caught in a frame Happiness lingers life is no game Cherishing splinters a split click we make Looking back no poses nothing fake The fluid motion a smile or smirk A hint of animosity a gesture we make Travel in time through the fragile lens No way of hiding nothing depends A soul caught on fire burning the truth No simple Simon or super sleuth Tears frozen on cheeks and laughter held with glue Everything stuck solid all barren and true

I Wonder

A love so deep I never thought I'd know Growing into you with lots of places to go Wanting a life with you so true Needing to hear forever  just from you Seeing you hurt, so much pain you've been through wanting you to see life in all it's glory Wondering and hoping we will have a story Some decisions to be made maybe i'll never know If what we have is solid or whether it will have to go feeling you touch me Knowing it's real Please take my hand baby for my heart you did steal Make me be your lover let me be your friend Let your wall down,you no longer need it to defend I love you with no judgement It's only love I send Cover me with kisses,shower me with love I'll take you under cover you fit me like a glove Please take away these tears I feel welling up inside I'm afraid your fears and mine collide If you had to choose I wonder what it's be A drink from that bottle or a happy life with me

YOU MAY LIVE

LIVING THIS LIFE OF CHAOS LOOKING FOR A LOVE I COULD NEVER HAVE WANTING SOMEONE WHO BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE LIKE A FISH OUT OF WATER NO WAY TO BREATH TURNING BLUE TOSSING AND TURNING ONLY WANTING YOU YEARNING TO BE THE STRINGS BENEATH YOUR FINGERS  THE DRUM BENEATH YOUR STICK YELLING DEEP INSIDE ME  DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR SECOND PICK RAGING AND SMILING ALL AT THE SAME TIME WILTING AND SIGHING  PULL ME UP WHEN I TRY TO CLIMB ITS OKAY NO MORE CRYING I GUESS ITS TIME TO LET GO MOMENTS AND MEMORIES FROM SO LONG AGO A CERTAIN SADNESS I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER ADMIT WHETHER ITS REAL LOVE WITH HER YOU MAY LIVE TO REGRET NO SORROWS FOR ME AS I TRIED TO SEE NOTHING WILL EVER HAPPEN BEYOND THIS FOR YOU AND ME FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER A SHADOW TO YOUR SOUL I WILL BE WITH YOU WHERE EVER YOU GO

dVerse-OpenLinkNight — Week 44

OBLIVION A soft sexiness washes over me Leading me into oblivion into the deep dark sea Cascading to the ocean bed Water cleansing and covering me A soul left out in the wilderness a beast for all to see Watching through the branches how the world beckons to perceive me Eyes glancing from beneath the waves if only they could know That with the light upon them they will surely grow Strong arms reach down and embrace me Swimming to the surface Re birthing me and giving me my purpose Face forward, I begin to speak For I am no longer weak My eyes stay open my mind awake My future awaits me, my sanity's at stake Pillage my mind, it's like a carnival ride Lots of freakish happiness inside Pluck my strings like on a newly tuned guitar Trust me my friend it will take you far.

Revolution (100 word song)

RAINS DOWN Inspiration rains down from many skies Sometimes blistering our skin to our surprise Scratching the itch so hard it hurts Lifting our heads until our eager minds desert Images of what we know is right Wanting financial freedom until our hearts delight Making a living, only robbing our time Scrimping and saving waiting for the bells to chime Evolution has made us weak  To a point maybe beyond repair Unless you step up and choose to speak Reach for greatness, have no bounds Open your eyes and listen to the sounds For in this life inspiration will come pouring down

A mere Droplet

So here I am just a mere droplet of water in a huge ocean. I have a story to tell. For those who want to hear I will tell it. My words are sometimes analytical,hurtful,cynical,rustic and maybe profound.sometimes the truth hurts I guess. No specific names will be mentioned as they are unimportant in the big scheme of things. One chapter at a time,one moment at a time,the trueness of oneself will be revealed.

LaLa's Quote of the Day

"LIVE" L-Love I-Imagine V-Value E-Evolve Life is a precious gift,something we all take for granted. So many times I hear of people losing their lives to Cancer, car accidents, and so many other tragedies. We all feel horrible when we hear it. If something good could ever come from someone elses tragedy it would be LIFE. Opening someones eyes to how appreciative each and every one of should be.Each second I hear my children's voices or see the rain falling I am thankful to be here. I am lucky.

Unheard

Some mindless souls roaming needlessly Minds wrapped in oblivion of the passing audiences People like robots in passing crowds Nobody really notices as I look around Voices echo in the hollow streets as empty is all it keeps Agony vs happiness encircles me For power over prejudice dies to sleep Melodies from footsteps staggering by Teachers and artists like butterflies Is anyone really watching Do they really see All there is in this world surrounding all that's free Waiting on one moment waiting on a word Broken wings of angels or wreaking havoc well that's absurd  alot can go unheard

Really?

Really?Some people really don't get it. They can be so rude! I wish everyone would realize sometimes how badly they treat people. Sometimes you'd think half of the world's population are all miserable and have nothing to live for.I mean yes I will admit a majority of the world works a huge percentage of their life to pay for the house and the car and food and kids...when do we actually get to enjoy all that?Oh yeah when we are retired and too old to do anything. that's how most people look at it. I believe that life is just a huge practice run ya know.We are all here to learn things about ourselves and we will keep repeating it over and over again until we finally get it right.So..i am not a supermodel...I'm not glamorous...my body's far from perfect...but I am me. I have to make the best of who I am and the personal things that i do have. We can all make a contribution in this world in so many ways. I try to be the kindest person I can all the time. I love peop

Sometimes

Have you ever stumbled out of bed and wondered if you even slept? when I open my eyes I'm still thinking sometimes from the night before. I love my life. To breathe and take it all in. Moments like today when I stepped outside in my bare feet. the grass was cold and wet but I loved it. It was foggy and misty with just a hint of sun. Breathtaking. Listening to the birds and the cracking of branches and a soft breeze. It's moments like these...brief but profound seconds that we all tend to take for granted. so many things in this life that i am so thankful for. People I have met for whatever the reason. Some only for a short time...others where timing was always off. Special people that hold spots in our true hearts forever.

Over 100 words I got carried away

Being together is like silk fabric entwined within each other's very soul Spending each and every moment as one, waiting to grow old Feeling their breath upon your skin Like thousands of fireflies swarming within The softest touch as he passes you by Wanting and lustful,sinful and sly His whispers beckoning within the night Hoping he will awaken with tomorrow's light Hold me you beg just one more time To rummage inside his soul would be simply sublime Un-zipper his exterior and climb inside For without him as your limb you cannot survive An intricate kiss of luke warm lips His callused hands settling briefly on your hips Taking it all in...what an amazing trip Such an addiction this adoring phase Hoping that you get years instead of days A constant desire like drugs you can't have A love sick puppy, his kisses like salve A wound so deep if he ever leaves Never to love again she believes For every thought would cut me no slack To the image of my heart

(Sour Girl-- 100 Word Song)

(100 Word  Song) Being together is like silk fabric entwined within each other's very soul Spending each and every moment as one, waiting to grow old Feeling their breath upon your skin Like thousands of fireflies swarming within The softest touch as he passes you by Wanting and lustful,sinful and sly His whispers beckoning within the night Hoping he will awaken with tomorrow's light Hold me you beg just one more time To rummage inside his soul would be simply sublime Un-zipper his exterior and climb inside For without him as your limb you cannot survive An intricate kiss of luke warm lips

Strangers (DVerse)

Strangers (DVerse) Let the waves take you like a stranger's arms Hovering above you,below you so far Asking,wanting,wandering Strangers in the night yet ourselves costumed in the daylight At moments enraged with feelings within us A numbness that cages our emotions and stages us Makes us be someone we really aren't Nowhere to go but to have an open heart To open my eyes and see the light To reach out and feel their plight Strength comes in numbers to win this fight A world so wasted at times let's face it A purpose, a cause...why do we pause Jump in the ice cold ocean,with all your clothes on For feeling the shock of a bitter frigid sea Reminds us we are wild,living and free Take my hand as we journey through Create what we see and want and already knew A world without fear....or anger or deceit It can only begin right here you and with me
Okay peeps still feeling out the world of Blogging...so bare with me!This is going to be an interesting ride!
Forever is all I see 19 Hours Ago When I wake up next to you forever is all I see Looking at you eyes still closed baby you're all I need Loving every moment of this new life with you Cherishing each second in all that we do Knowing forever isn't going to be long enough with you When I'm close to you in your embrace A forever smile comes across my face A feeling of calmness covers me Listening and feeling what will be will be All in time you always say Waiting and wanting each and every day With you forever is all I see For you are all I need Unimaginable 5 Days Ago How fast our lives flash before our eyes Evil illness comes in disguise A living person so full of life How do the fates decide who's naughty or nice? The pain that all will feel Such greed to take someone Fate certainly can't feel A face full of laughter hiding all the fear Just to help her babies as her end draws near Nothing to worry about, don'

HELP ME BLOG MY WAY TO NEVER NEVERLAND

Okay so I guess this says it all...these blogs are going to be "shareable " so to speak.For all who have known me you have never seen my secret blog pages about myself.My dating diaries,my bitching,my repeating...but that's ok.I decided it was time to Life Clean instead of just Spring clean if you know what I mean. Life only gives back what you choose to put into it right? The reason I chose not to share my past web pages and Blogs was well...merely for the fact that I wasn't ready to be judged. Now I am confident and secure and can take whatever the world has to give to me...I will stand proud and strong to take the word of whomever feels they are comfortable enough to respond.These are all my own personal thoughts, feelings and opinions so it should never be taken as offensive or personal to anyone. It is a place to be free and alive and share my viewpoints with my world. so blog away with me on this new chapter of my life. Another day to set it all straig