Living Life Truthfully?

Vintage romance dancing beneath my feet My heart waiting...wanting only living with defeat Heart pounding rushing sounds Begging for him to take me and place my back upon the ground Flesh on flesh, our breathing the only sound Hand upon my cheek So breathless my knees go weak Lifting me within his arms Seeking me with his worldly charms His scent beckoning me to him My smile filling me to my brim Skin shiny with dew,stuck to him like glue Vintage romance At a glance

So many statues roaming free Trying to find out where they should be Racing with time to fit it all in Wasting their days behind media,lies and sin So hear my voice and listen closely as I say Be happy,be grateful when you wake up each day Open your eyes to the sights and your ears to the sounds Walk outside in the morning barefoot,dew on the ground Feel the wind on your face and the rain on your skin Embrace each second as to where you have been Life is a gift we so rarely see We rush it and misuse it as plan B Smile,breath,listen and learn Live your life fully just be absurd Be silly and foolish,laugh and play Treat each moment as it could be your last day Be caring and grateful Forgiving and carefree Wake up now Before it's too late

A true fury that cascades throughout my soul Wondering what next from this wicked fool Watching and waiting to see what's next Feeling the anger in this vulture's nest Embrace the crimson blood that boils Release this ancient spirit that toils I need to reach into the light Wrestle this beast and stand and fight Do all in this world's that's right

Moments of darkness encircle me,while moments of madness awaken me strengthened by the courage within,taking a step forward from where I have been hold onto me now as I slip away into the future that seems so far away noticing things like never before,life is a story and I want more. glistening like angels my soul you'll see so much happiness brings me to my knees wishful thinking has gotten me far a story book romance like a shining star i will wait till the moon is full and my heart runs free then there will be smiles and the world will see Just a thought and a memory is all i need

I have never felt a love like this Something so strong and sweet The mere thought of your voice Makes my whole body weak Wishing I could spend every waking hour Wrapped up in your arms Feeling your warmth next to me If you were the rain I'd want a constant shower Baby be my blanket on a frigid December night Let me be the secret in your ear before days light Don't mask your inner darkness for me both must see Be each others soldier in the tallest tree Please be the lipstick I place upon my lips Losing all my sanity my mouth like honey drips In this sea of madness you are all that makes sense For with us there's no wall nor even fence Unzipper your soul and let me climb in Let me feel you baby and everywhere you've been

For my long time amazing,talented friend Krista: Hiding behind this vicious image An image the world has chosen to believe When if for just one moment you look briefly just at me A true form of art in all it's beauty Vibrant, sexy and misconstrued Voluptuous in all the right places for this is the true view Stand with me my dear female for you are beautiful beyond compare Take my hand and fly with me cause I will get you there As women we don't stand alone we clasp each other bare We raise our voices, stomp our feet and then we make them stare Those who have loud voices will surely get heard Tiny, people of skin and bones well that's just absurd Bring on the sexy pin ups of true times years ago Where waists and cleavage broke the mold Ladies,classy in our thirty's confidant and stunning We don't need treadmills to keep us running Sexy is as sexy does... Watch out real world cause here we come We live for our own image a mir

So I ask myself so many questions. People come and people go from our lives. Some that go make us better people. Negative minds create negative moments. I love how you sometimes run into someone randomly and within the first two minutes of the conversations they have already complained about something. It's too hot, it's too cold, the kid's are driving me crazy. I work too much, I'm bored. Well I'm breathing and I'm thankful. for every negative thing a person says to you try responding with something positive. You will be surprised by their reaction. I rely on nobody but myself when it comes to my life and how I choose to value it. We live in this world and we very easily fall into the habitual ways of the thought dweller. Wanting,wondering, over thinking. Can't we just breath and live and be happy just because we can. So often I hear people talk about all of the things they can't control. Have they ever asked themselves what they CAN control? We have t

Struggling to hold the hands of time Reaching for forgiveness, it's not hard to find. Scared and frigid from fears in your past Visions and thoughts racing tears that clash Slivers of smiles dance across your face Tragedy struck me as this became your fate Not wanting to remember what sorrow you faced Wishing I could tell you makes my heart melt Wishing you saw how we all felt Feelings of sadness flush through me now I see you, I feel you...my head will not bow For now when I think of you This is all I see Flashes of freedom, train whistles, our tree Nobody really matters as they didn't know All of the fabulous places that you still will go Now your fears have vanished There's no one left to scream Just comfort and quiet and musical dreams I picture you smiling,carefree guitar in hand Playing for us all ,life's Music Man In Memory of a dear friend, I'll never forget you Julian Bennett

What a tangled web we weave. Sometimes of our own choosing,other times by fate. To speak freely as I feel I should in this life...Nature is what I see as my Church. My place of soul searching and true acceptance. I choose to believe in what I can actually see and feel. Am I Wiccan? Am I Pagan? I'm sure I believe alot of the same things as those whom choose to label themselves however for me...I am just me. I am Laura. I am a lover of life, a nurturer of nature, an animal tamer, a trampoline jumper, a beachcomber, a sandcastle builder, a cookie maker, player of music and so much more. Yes I have been called crazy. They can call me what they want. I will run into the freezing cold ocean with all my clothes on or stand in the middle of a field of long grass arms spread wide just the hear the sounds. I am living. Is that not the point. So many people wonder and ask...what is my purpose? It isn't rocket science...the purpose is to LIVE...and LOVE living. Life is a miracle and it is

Flourished with thoughts dancing inside Visions of imprisonment we must confide Colors so vivid so vicious and misconstrued Take me with you through the happy and crude Luscious language screaming your name Take me freely this is no game Light feather like feeling of fingers on my soul Hold me, breath for me never let me go 

August Your heart and mind are finally free Remembering our moments beneath the trees You whispered softly and your soul was bare You looked at me and knew you could share I hope you felt loved and I hope you felt safe If even for a moment with that smile on your face Soar high my dear friend for your wings fly free Taking you swiftly to your place of peace May the rivers run long and the sea be warm May happiness surround you and keep you warm I saw deep into your soul & heart I knew who you were from the very start Your first song over the phone to me No woman, no cry it was meant to be The gazebo in August as the train whistle blew Together in this life we both grew I take with me now your voice and song Not one moment with you was ever wrong Forgiveness is a beautiful thing Like your voice and it’s freedom will forever sing

 Into life a whole new way Daisies dancing,  the long grass sways Sounds of a bitter brittle day Creatures strong that may Take us hostage for somewhere new Take us within the light out there Lead us someplace fair & true Leave the light on to lead us through A dark & haggard soul Rescue from laughter that should be your goal Ruffle feathers all around me Bring me close into your chest Hold me stagnant & secure The life I need for sure Release me when I'm ready On my rigid feet steady Glare at me let go already http://lancemyblogcanbeatupyourblog.wordpress.com/

Frantically driven Nowhere to go Lost in oblivion desperately so Take my bleeding heart nice and slow In this life underground is where I go Wanting and needing my vicious blood flows Daggers in minds Razors a glow Take me and save me This is not for show

Frantically unzipping you Just to climb within Forgetting all the trouble and where I have been Take me with you always Wherever you may go Hold me deep inside you where the river flows Open up your mind to me Cast all sadness and fear into the sea Romance is not lost True love can surely prevail Basking in the radiance  leaving no crumbs along the trail

For it was the darkest of all nights in wrath She beckoned him to surrender into her bath The water warm with their embrace Flesh upon flesh their true hearts race Brittle finger nails set into backs Hair all strewn their bodies maps Lips closing like vice grips and glue The water a cushion to this witch's brew Time shifts in her favor the night is soon through She wishes and wants and so cleverly ensues Like the hands on a clock so slowly move She's like a siren with her love she soothes Bringing him into her spell If he grows sick she will make him well Cleansing their past as they love it away Calling on the Goddess to keep it at bay More vivid and scarlet her courses they came They took him and rescued him but cast no blame For when the heart is cursed When there is so much room to grow You must let the seasons change you and let your demons go Open up your heart and soul once more Let love enrapture you and let you soar For hi

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Sometimes fascinated by a life within Slivers of solace where our minds have been Born into a light beginning from a thought Growing rapidly attitudes caught Forever trying to surrender with nowhere to go Just a drop in a river and so it flows Eager to flourish in this cascade of life Forced to propel fierce blade of a knife Clever like nature rooting and blooming Smiles and anger continually fuming Rainbows of color up in the sky Ages of glory all rules we defy Gripping his hand as I slip away Forever wanting and needing to stay Like an old record all scratched Thorns wound and heal fast All of this embracement   will never last Echos torching our feelings within Welcoming our creations from where we have been Dawn of a new day Wet grass from the dew All that is right will find it's way to you Sit and just listen Here your music and song Life is a gift, and to it you belong http://dversepoets.com/

Ownership of my thoughts Belonging at all costs Possession of my soul Delectable like home Needing confirmation a love I always knew Grasping at the cobwebs stuck to me like glue Possession of your mind as I reach inside Glorified yet crucified, nothing left to find Flooded crimson eyes bitter fragments of my mind Film flashbacks embrace me now Like a sunset they should bow An arsenal of clover no luck to be found Roots clinging to the afterlife deep within the ground Clasp the confines of your rigid hands Take me now fall through The looking glass of sands http://www.velvetverbosity.com/current-prompt/

Marbles strewn upon the ground Reaching out his heart, that sound Asking for forgiveness and defeat Embellishing the anguish so as to not repeat Play me like your guitar All your passion in your pick Forgotten kisses, faded lipstick Once again I’m stranded For your burn it left me branded A hurricane of hungry A thirsty bar only for free A destiny sought after Like a symphony you flee Leave my soul to crumble Don’t worry lover I like to stumble For in this life so humble I challenge all the pain and trouble For on you now it’s double http://lancemyblogcanbeatupyourblog.wordpress.com/

Clash of the Titans A Powerful Play Sitting like a duchess Saying come boy...now stay. Cat chasing mouse or mouse chasing cat. Like an old movie a vivid mind blower Turn the reel back and make it go slower. Ink from a needle piercing the skin. Enraged with frustration churning within. Fragile pages in an old book turn to dust. Ashes to ashes a duty we must. Take our chances like a train on the tracks. Racing to finish the screen turns to black. Hands touching body mud slathered on. No where to go but to belong. Dirt on our faces no longer disgraces. Climb out of the cavern and show your true places. Ring on fingers...a pathway and a vow. Look at you creature...who are you now? A tiny thread of silk in a web. You made it now lie in it...you have created your bed. http://dversepoets.com/2012/06/05/openlinknight-week-47/

Many things rummage through my tattered mind. Moments of forgiveness meshed with regrets. Looking back at the life I thought was meant for me. I leaf through the files in my brain searching for answers. Answers I know, I will never find. As a little girl, fragile and full of dreams, white picket fences and "the perfect life".  Little did I know that in "real" life things weren't always as they seemed. I met my high school sweetheart when I was in third grade. I knew then he was the man I was going to marry and live happily ever after with. We were merely babies embarking on a journey that neither of us were ready for. I was driven and motivated to be the best girlfriend I could be. I became pregnant shortly after we became engaged. We had our son and six months later got married. Two years later we had our daughter. These two children saved my life.  Instead of looking at everything that was wrong with my life and my marriage I focused on my babies. So I

Chivalry in the form of silence Sought out to find the thief The valiant soul throws me into violence He who holds the key to diminishing my grief Steps forth and through me becomes obsolete Whimsical threads spread thin across your mind Archaic beliefs plummeting scrimmaging to find Like drones we seek forgiveness it basks in our crime Shake the salt shaker pour it on the wound Jump back down to earth and desert the crimson moon He who plays with fire will indeed get a burn Just wait quietly it will be karma's turn Chiming and churning skin toiled and true The wickedest of the wicked will come for you Costume your mind,comfort yourself Put all your secrets on the dusty top shelf The higher the better The better the higher I am your servant my vicious squire Battle like a Cracken in this broken world so vile Take control, release your inner beast As one in vision, in love we will feast Turn your ear from the words of popularity Reach w

So this just got posted by a male friend of mine on facebook...what a debate...but sparked a fire in everyone!Love it! i DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY!i HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING THIS TOPIC FOR A WHILE NOW...i HAVE CONCLUDED MEN ARE JUST BOYS IN GROWN UP BODIES...i DON'T MEAN ANY DISRESPECT BY SAYING THIS EITHER...MEN REALLY DO PERCEIVE THINGS SO DIFFERENT THEN W OMEN.IF WE CAN JUST ACCEPT THE DIFFERENCE AND THAT IT'S OK THEN A RELATIONSHIP HAS A CHANCE.WOMEN LIKE TO TALK...MEN LIKE TO SAY AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE...WOMEN ARE FIXERS...MEN ARE FORGETTERS...WOMEN THINK OF MARRIAGE ...MEN THINK OF BEER...KIDDING. IN ALL SERIOUSNESS IT REALLY IS SO COMICLE...READ SOME ARTICLES ONLINE ABOUT THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE SEXES YOU WILL BE AMAZED HOW ACCURATE IT REALLY IS!  P eople sometimes forget the fact that our brains are very different. It really is all about educating yourself. Just like children don't come with a manual...neither do we. women,I will admit in my opinion

First thing on my mind...Love. I guess because I'm in it as we speak. It has been probably the most wonderful,chaotic,thing I have ever experienced. I am no longer a teenager...I am a 36 year old recycled teenager. I hate that I have to tick off the next box in the age category for surveys! So as an adult who has already been a party to a young marriage that ended in divorce...I have let's say "some experience". I have only had one other relationship besides my ex husband which lasted about 2 years. It was a nightmare and it ended and I am happy about that.  I never thought I would allow another man into my life in the way of love.It hurt too much. I decided to ward off men until...well until it was too late. I lasted over a year of being a single mother and dating somewhat.I always knew the few I dated never meant anything because I created a wall to protect myself then it happened. I met him...the one guy I had been constantly telling myself to avoid. He took me

At moments I remember what it was like.Viewing the world...living in the world as a child. Waking up and the biggest decision was what kind of cereal to have for breakfast. Watching the stars now is a second of time that I struggle to find in this sometimes chaotic place I call my life. My mind often bound down with hints of fury, frustration and excitement. I often rewind to my inner child just to breathe a little. I look around me some days motivated to seek out this "old" life. the one i used to know. Happiness has no boundaries or limitations unless we ourselves create them. I challenge myself and my children every single day to make sure we don't lose sight of our purpose. My purpose after much pondering brought my thinking brain to the not surprising conclusion that my one and only purpose is simple. It is for me...just to be. Be the best mother,sister,daughter,friend,soul mate & human that I can possibly be. I am not perfect...my body is not perfect...nothin

I want to know what tomorrow will bring I need all the answers now For if I jump in with both feet I'm bound to drown in the deep I burrow within not wanting to hurt I start to run scared at the first sign of hope Why do I tremble at the thought of an end Why can't I swallow before I descend Why can't I welcome the love of a friend When you're heart has been torn out Your soul burnt up in smoke There's nowhere left to go I lie here frigid and broke Follow me my hero never let me go Lift me up and wrap me up long before you know Lead me not into temptation Just paint this whole damned nation Bearing myself to love is nothing that I need For only desperation and fear begin to feed Leave me in my blanket Covered and safe and warm Only wishing for true happiness Eternity forever swarms

A river of darkness Ocean with no soul Earth that's all crowded Death as it's only goal Deep within,sadness echos loud It's message bitter, out in a crowd It's voice is valiant and clear and rude No tears for the angry it's violent and crude Take no prisoners on this quest For carbon copies will do their best Words often misconstrued and bleeding Take your last breath for this world is feeding Feasting on the cruelness breeding within Luring the darkest secrets,let's begin Take a bow as the dungeon star For on this stage you will go far

Moments of madness caught in time Capturing a thought or feeling that was mine Holding a second of love caught in a frame Happiness lingers life is no game Cherishing splinters a split click we make Looking back no poses nothing fake The fluid motion a smile or smirk A hint of animosity a gesture we make Travel in time through the fragile lens No way of hiding nothing depends A soul caught on fire burning the truth No simple Simon or super sleuth Tears frozen on cheeks and laughter held with glue Everything stuck solid all barren and true

A love so deep I never thought I'd know Growing into you with lots of places to go Wanting a life with you so true Needing to hear forever  just from you Seeing you hurt, so much pain you've been through wanting you to see life in all it's glory Wondering and hoping we will have a story Some decisions to be made maybe i'll never know If what we have is solid or whether it will have to go feeling you touch me Knowing it's real Please take my hand baby for my heart you did steal Make me be your lover let me be your friend Let your wall down,you no longer need it to defend I love you with no judgement It's only love I send Cover me with kisses,shower me with love I'll take you under cover you fit me like a glove Please take away these tears I feel welling up inside I'm afraid your fears and mine collide If you had to choose I wonder what it's be A drink from that bottle or a happy life with me

LIVING THIS LIFE OF CHAOS LOOKING FOR A LOVE I COULD NEVER HAVE WANTING SOMEONE WHO BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE LIKE A FISH OUT OF WATER NO WAY TO BREATH TURNING BLUE TOSSING AND TURNING ONLY WANTING YOU YEARNING TO BE THE STRINGS BENEATH YOUR FINGERS  THE DRUM BENEATH YOUR STICK YELLING DEEP INSIDE ME  DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR SECOND PICK RAGING AND SMILING ALL AT THE SAME TIME WILTING AND SIGHING  PULL ME UP WHEN I TRY TO CLIMB ITS OKAY NO MORE CRYING I GUESS ITS TIME TO LET GO MOMENTS AND MEMORIES FROM SO LONG AGO A CERTAIN SADNESS I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER ADMIT WHETHER ITS REAL LOVE WITH HER YOU MAY LIVE TO REGRET NO SORROWS FOR ME AS I TRIED TO SEE NOTHING WILL EVER HAPPEN BEYOND THIS FOR YOU AND ME FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER A SHADOW TO YOUR SOUL I WILL BE WITH YOU WHERE EVER YOU GO

OBLIVION A soft sexiness washes over me Leading me into oblivion into the deep dark sea Cascading to the ocean bed Water cleansing and covering me A soul left out in the wilderness a beast for all to see Watching through the branches how the world beckons to perceive me Eyes glancing from beneath the waves if only they could know That with the light upon them they will surely grow Strong arms reach down and embrace me Swimming to the surface Re birthing me and giving me my purpose Face forward, I begin to speak For I am no longer weak My eyes stay open my mind awake My future awaits me, my sanity's at stake Pillage my mind, it's like a carnival ride Lots of freakish happiness inside Pluck my strings like on a newly tuned guitar Trust me my friend it will take you far.

RAINS DOWN Inspiration rains down from many skies Sometimes blistering our skin to our surprise Scratching the itch so hard it hurts Lifting our heads until our eager minds desert Images of what we know is right Wanting financial freedom until our hearts delight Making a living, only robbing our time Scrimping and saving waiting for the bells to chime Evolution has made us weak  To a point maybe beyond repair Unless you step up and choose to speak Reach for greatness, have no bounds Open your eyes and listen to the sounds For in this life inspiration will come pouring down

So here I am just a mere droplet of water in a huge ocean. I have a story to tell. For those who want to hear I will tell it. My words are sometimes analytical,hurtful,cynical,rustic and maybe profound.sometimes the truth hurts I guess. No specific names will be mentioned as they are unimportant in the big scheme of things. One chapter at a time,one moment at a time,the trueness of oneself will be revealed.

"LIVE" L-Love I-Imagine V-Value E-Evolve Life is a precious gift,something we all take for granted. So many times I hear of people losing their lives to Cancer, car accidents, and so many other tragedies. We all feel horrible when we hear it. If something good could ever come from someone elses tragedy it would be LIFE. Opening someones eyes to how appreciative each and every one of should be.Each second I hear my children's voices or see the rain falling I am thankful to be here. I am lucky.

Some mindless souls roaming needlessly Minds wrapped in oblivion of the passing audiences People like robots in passing crowds Nobody really notices as I look around Voices echo in the hollow streets as empty is all it keeps Agony vs happiness encircles me For power over prejudice dies to sleep Melodies from footsteps staggering by Teachers and artists like butterflies Is anyone really watching Do they really see All there is in this world surrounding all that's free Waiting on one moment waiting on a word Broken wings of angels or wreaking havoc well that's absurd  alot can go unheard

Really?Some people really don't get it. They can be so rude! I wish everyone would realize sometimes how badly they treat people. Sometimes you'd think half of the world's population are all miserable and have nothing to live for.I mean yes I will admit a majority of the world works a huge percentage of their life to pay for the house and the car and food and kids...when do we actually get to enjoy all that?Oh yeah when we are retired and too old to do anything. that's how most people look at it. I believe that life is just a huge practice run ya know.We are all here to learn things about ourselves and we will keep repeating it over and over again until we finally get it right.So..i am not a supermodel...I'm not glamorous...my body's far from perfect...but I am me. I have to make the best of who I am and the personal things that i do have. We can all make a contribution in this world in so many ways. I try to be the kindest person I can all the time. I love peop

Have you ever stumbled out of bed and wondered if you even slept? when I open my eyes I'm still thinking sometimes from the night before. I love my life. To breathe and take it all in. Moments like today when I stepped outside in my bare feet. the grass was cold and wet but I loved it. It was foggy and misty with just a hint of sun. Breathtaking. Listening to the birds and the cracking of branches and a soft breeze. It's moments like these...brief but profound seconds that we all tend to take for granted. so many things in this life that i am so thankful for. People I have met for whatever the reason. Some only for a short time...others where timing was always off. Special people that hold spots in our true hearts forever.

Being together is like silk fabric entwined within each other's very soul Spending each and every moment as one, waiting to grow old Feeling their breath upon your skin Like thousands of fireflies swarming within The softest touch as he passes you by Wanting and lustful,sinful and sly His whispers beckoning within the night Hoping he will awaken with tomorrow's light Hold me you beg just one more time To rummage inside his soul would be simply sublime Un-zipper his exterior and climb inside For without him as your limb you cannot survive An intricate kiss of luke warm lips His callused hands settling briefly on your hips Taking it all in...what an amazing trip Such an addiction this adoring phase Hoping that you get years instead of days A constant desire like drugs you can't have A love sick puppy, his kisses like salve A wound so deep if he ever leaves Never to love again she believes For every thought would cut me no slack To the image of my heart

(100 Word  Song) Being together is like silk fabric entwined within each other's very soul Spending each and every moment as one, waiting to grow old Feeling their breath upon your skin Like thousands of fireflies swarming within The softest touch as he passes you by Wanting and lustful,sinful and sly His whispers beckoning within the night Hoping he will awaken with tomorrow's light Hold me you beg just one more time To rummage inside his soul would be simply sublime Un-zipper his exterior and climb inside For without him as your limb you cannot survive An intricate kiss of luke warm lips

Strangers (DVerse) Let the waves take you like a stranger's arms Hovering above you,below you so far Asking,wanting,wandering Strangers in the night yet ourselves costumed in the daylight At moments enraged with feelings within us A numbness that cages our emotions and stages us Makes us be someone we really aren't Nowhere to go but to have an open heart To open my eyes and see the light To reach out and feel their plight Strength comes in numbers to win this fight A world so wasted at times let's face it A purpose, a cause...why do we pause Jump in the ice cold ocean,with all your clothes on For feeling the shock of a bitter frigid sea Reminds us we are wild,living and free Take my hand as we journey through Create what we see and want and already knew A world without fear....or anger or deceit It can only begin right here you and with me

Okay peeps still feeling out the world of Blogging...so bare with me!This is going to be an interesting ride!

Forever is all I see 19 Hours Ago When I wake up next to you forever is all I see Looking at you eyes still closed baby you're all I need Loving every moment of this new life with you Cherishing each second in all that we do Knowing forever isn't going to be long enough with you When I'm close to you in your embrace A forever smile comes across my face A feeling of calmness covers me Listening and feeling what will be will be All in time you always say Waiting and wanting each and every day With you forever is all I see For you are all I need Unimaginable 5 Days Ago How fast our lives flash before our eyes Evil illness comes in disguise A living person so full of life How do the fates decide who's naughty or nice? The pain that all will feel Such greed to take someone Fate certainly can't feel A face full of laughter hiding all the fear Just to help her babies as her end draws near Nothing to worry about, don'

Okay so I guess this says it all...these blogs are going to be "shareable " so to speak.For all who have known me you have never seen my secret blog pages about myself.My dating diaries,my bitching,my repeating...but that's ok.I decided it was time to Life Clean instead of just Spring clean if you know what I mean. Life only gives back what you choose to put into it right? The reason I chose not to share my past web pages and Blogs was well...merely for the fact that I wasn't ready to be judged. Now I am confident and secure and can take whatever the world has to give to me...I will stand proud and strong to take the word of whomever feels they are comfortable enough to respond.These are all my own personal thoughts, feelings and opinions so it should never be taken as offensive or personal to anyone. It is a place to be free and alive and share my viewpoints with my world. so blog away with me on this new chapter of my life. Another day to set it all straig